Life

I'm trying to get my life in order. Plans include seeing a nutritionist, for one needs to have a balanced system to function properly; seeing a physical therapist, because a working knee is a better knee than what I have now; and seeing a regular therapist, because I need advice on how to straighten my life out (because I can't do it alone, as the line goes).

I'm also trying to do my homework in a timely fashion, primarily by starting it on the weekends and working on it through the week, rather then start it the night before it's due. I'm also going to try to stay on top of my readings. It's bad when it's this early in the semester and I'm already as behind as I am.

Meditation

I made my first serious effort at mediation last night. Go to this link to hear the recording I meditated to. It worked wonders, though my legs had a few convulsions and a few other things came up (I just don't think may body has been use to not moving at all for many years.) I hope the more I do it, the less twitchy I'll be. It was amazing. I felt energized in a peaceful way at the end. Which didn't help the fact I was going to bed. Oh, well. My body was relaxed and all of the tension was out of my face and shoulders.

Rugby

I went to our first rugby game today. We won against Boston University. It's a good sign to start off the season like this.

I'm torn; I don't know whether I should go back to rugby after my time off or not. I lack cetian qualities needed to be a good rugger: I get confused in chaotic situations, and I can't take my aggression out on others. I feel that instead of doing something that brings out my violence in such an unfulfilling way, I should try something that brings out my calm.

Which brings me to my next point. I want to either try to dance next semester or do yoga. It take me a while to control my coordination so I might just do yoga. It would help center me, I'm hoping.

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Today and more Fetish Fun

Not much to report on for today. I visited two room to fix computers for my job. I played Golden Eye and Mario Party with a friend, who nearly slept through the coming over. Looked for my fetish clothes. Found some interesting ones. I'll post them in the end of the blog. I tried to do some Calculus but developed a headache instead. At 9 I'm going over to a rugby friend's room to watch a movie and do other rugby related things.

Now for the fun part :D


Shrine Velvet and Red Brocade Versailles Jacket: Spendy by far ($274.95) and slightly too big for me, this jacket still has me drooling. It's workmanship is phenomenal. I love it.


Black Matte Vinyl Boot-Cut Pants: I found cheaper fake leather pants, and they look just as good as the other pair. Win-win I say.


Psycho Strap Black Metal Jacket: An interesting jacket. I have a soft spot for mandarin collars.


Bondage Spike Collar: You can never have enough collars.

Fetish Clothes Fun

The story goes that I can't fit into the leather pants that I bought at thrift store for $10 any more (damn you women's size 4!) The first plan is to try and exercise my stomach a bit to get into the pants again. The second option is to buy new pants.

So what all started off as an innocent enough search for leather pants turned into a wish list of fetish clothes. That's just how my life seems to go. Want a computer, buy fifty upgrades. Want leather pants, find new clothes to buy. Luckily (or not so luckily) I don't have the finances to buy them right now. I'll put them in order of want:


"Leatherette" PVC Pants: This is what I settled on for "leather" pants. THey look pretty good and aren't as expensive as leather pants.


Latex "Polo": This top is pretty sweet. The only problem is it doesn't breath (at least this is my general notion of latex.)


PVC Olympian Top: Another awesome top. It's sleeveless so that helps with the heat problem.


PVC and Lycra Shirt: I like this one too, but I'd get the red and black version. The lyra helps with skin breathing.

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My first blog

Hallo, new blog! I'm starting a new blog because my diaryland one doesn't allow for comments.

Plans for Today: Calculus Pset, CS 240 Pset and reading, Looming, Laundry, Cleaning my dorm room.

What I hope to get done of That: Laundry, Cleaning, Looming. And maybe a little homework.